makele asked: STOP UNFOLLOWING ME.
I’m not Unfollowing you am I ? It’s not intentional. I really don’t know what’s going on!!! It’s very weird.
Sometimes it really does feel like I’m in the war of my life.
The space inside your heart is vast - I can’t see where it begins or ends. You give like no one’s ever given and accept the abuse you don’t deserve. Sometimes I love you so much it hurts, other times I hate the hold you have on me, the pull I can’t and don’t want to escape.
You make me crazy with frustration and sadness and hope and longing. I’m at my lowest the furthest I get from you, and on top of the world when you’re by my side. How can your love bring out the best and the worst in me? It heals and scars and scars and heals. Will I ever know peace?
Ever feel like you’re standing completely outside of yourself? Like you do and say things you don’t fully understand or that your emotions have a will and power entirely their own? Sometimes I feel like I’m being carried by a tidal wave of passion and energy so fierce, I really am powerless to stop it.



